As I said, the game is over.  I’m done.  There is nothing left for me to go and do.  I am not going to sit here and let you devour my thoughts without a single glance at the way that I feel. So that’s it.  I am at a point where I don’t really give a damn about whether or not we might have been something because if you’re not willing to show me the smallest semblance of respect even, then there’s no point, we are destined for destruction anyway. I have zero desire to be part of such a self destructive relationship.

So here I sit once again, wondering what life will bring.  Whether there is someone out there for me or whether I should simply throw in the towel, say F*** it and move on.  I am done with these games, anyone else who is out, who is finished, who has lost?  Come find me and we’ll rejoice in the escape from the international falsehood that is enjoyment of the game.